WTF in MyLife... What Am I doing... Any treatment for me? X_X

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

My Targeted Certification

cissp
ccie routing & switching
mcsd
ccnp
ccsp
mcad
mcitp (DB)
mcdba

Job Fail...

It happened 3 times. I was looking for a job... The job that was pure and No Risk...

But why the job that I passed by was these risky job... "Investment Job" or "Multi Level Marketing" ....

Arrgghhh... I gonna find a new one....

Job are not that easy comes to you...

The job that comes to you easily, is a risky job...

You are treated as its business partner in which you are actually his main customer... you are his target audience... you are those who will bring this company success... All they do is to promote and said we will do a good things for good deeds... such as charity... but It is not that simple...

Why ?? Because you take their money... and you give them back as return a NAME....

You force them to buy product from you with high price... you earn profit.. They loss money...

You help them asking for your Name to be on the Charity... So that your company will be well known for its good deed and become popular... But It is all will not last very long....

I will not let these people manipulate others... I prefer a fair play... You earn, They earn, I earn, win win solution in the last.. Not win-win solution for the start...

Thank you

History or NOT

During my past, I used to say that I hate history. At that time, I was studying the history of my country, Indonesia. Once I said that I hate history because I hate to memorize it.

But there is a different story now, I just notice that lately, I have read about the history of computer. I was reading all the history of computer in which I believe most people don't read it.

Then Now, I make a hypothesis that we tend unable to memorize things because we just don't like it. But once we like it, we eventually read all the history...

History is not about war in the past. History can also any kind of past event.

History is a good thing to learn. It helps us to analyze what will happen in the future. It only if your analysis strong enough.

Thank you History, I love you...